Privy

I am privy to information that you don't want me to know
I am privy to feelings that you try so damn hard to not show
I am privy to conflicts that you try to avoid and untangle
but it shows

I am privy to details that you think I do not know of
I am privy to connections that you don't know I'm in possession of
and I am privy to the feeling that you're lost
and you don't even know you're lost
or that you've lost

We will never be the same
We will never be the same again
Neither time or reconstruction will allow
Neither effort nor attempt will make a difference
Things just won't ever be the same
and well I know it
and now you know it
too.